Slowly Fading

Slowly fading
right before your eyes
cant you even see
what you do to me
or do you already see it
and just not even care
locking me in this cage
slowly suffocating me
only allowing me to breathe
when its convenient for you
there's nothing i can do
to you I am powerless
I sit here in this cage
that you have made for me
to me it has become
the place i call home
i watch as life passes me by
slowly i feel the bitterness
raising up within
I don't want it to be this way
I don't want to feel this way
But at the same time
I need to breathe
I need to be me
I can not wait for the day
I pray for the day
night after night
when I can finally be free
when I can finally break away
from these chains that you so tight wrap around me
when you finally have no say
No more control over me
When I can finally be free
When I can finally be me
can't you see
what you do to me
how every time you do this
a part of me dies
little by little
how i am slowly fading
do you see it
and choice to ignore it
do you see it
and just not even care