From the heart

So much I wanted say.
So much I wanted do.
So many emotions I wanted share.
So much..
So much..
Yet it ended before it even began.
I didn't understand.
I still don't understand.
You.
This.
Any of it.
There was a reason.
There was a purpose.
But its gone.
Faded into the wind.
How?
How did we lose it?
How do we get it back?
Time, time is slipped away fast.
Before we knew it.
It was gone.
What do we do?
What do we do to get it back?
I want it back so bad.
I need it back more then anything.
My heart longs for it.
Please don't go away.
Please just come back.
Come back to stay.
Please don't leave me.
Please don't leave me this way.
What do I do?
What do I say?
Why?
Why can't it just be?