Battle with yourself

Yet another sleepless night
thoughts flooding the mind
such a heavy heart
trying to stay strong
trying to stay brave
but wants so badly
just to fall apart
already in a million little pieces
struggling to find my way
back together again
so broken and bruise
time is my only healer
struggling to stay alive
so many things going wrong
so hurt that i can barely see
the few small things that are going right
watching the stars that surround me
wishing on yet another shooting star
making another silly little wish
praying that same old prayer
over and over again
wanting some relief
wanting to be saved
its time to stand up and fight
its time to let you know
that I am who I am
and I can not
Will not be shaken
this is the hardest battle
I will ever have to fight
when you fight the battle
with yourself