Part One
Why it is, in a crowd of people
Every single time, your the only one I see
Your the one who always seems to know me
Better then I know myself
You understand me, In ways no one else
Could even begin to try
My heart has been shattered countless times
Causing me to put up so many walls
Hoping not to get hurt again
Trying to make impossible for any guy to get close
Yet some how you always seem to break through
Through all the walls and the masks
You never seem to care
You always seem to love me for me
No matter what I say or what I do
Or how many countless mistakes
I always seem to make
You always seem to be there
You never leave me
No matter how many stupid little fights we have
Or how many times I wanna walk away
You always seem to know the right words to say
To bring me back to you again
Sometimes I feel you are the best thing that has happened to me
But so many other times I felt you are the worst
You know how to make me laugh
When my world is crashing in
And all I feel like doing is crying
You are everything to me
You always have and always will mean the world to me
Just the thought of maybe loosing you
Brings tears to my eyes
And endless pain to my heart
Sometimes I don't understand you
Countless times I question you
You confuse the living crap out of me
One minute you love me
The next your my worst enemy
You always seem to surprise me
Just when i think your ready to give up on me
To walk away and never look back
You lay it all down
Just so we can be friends
Words can't explain just how much you mean to me
I love you


Part Two
You used to mean the world to me
You were everything to me
I could never picture my life without you in it
By my side
The thought of you walking away
Was a pain my heart could stand to bare
And now I'm the one whose walking away
The thought of you not being my life
Doesn't seem to scare me
But at the same time
Its still hard to picture myself staying
Sometimes I feel like you mean more to me
Then I will ever mean to you

I can't stand around and watch you always be hurt
Whats even more painful is when you blame me
Countless times you make me question
and second guess myself
Wondering if I really do cause you
The pain that you constantly say your feeling
And i'm tired of seeing you hurt
I'm done chancing it

I think I'm finally strong enough
to say I'm done
And really walk away

Maybe later in time
We will run into each other
And you will finally be happy
With someone who makes you smile
In ways I never seem to
I really hope you will be
I hope you find the happiness you deserve
That you become the person
I know deep down you can become

Just know
No matter what happens
How far we stray
I always have
Always will
Love you