Never really had a chance ♥

She thought she was in love
She thought you loved her back
That you were her prince charming
The one who would save her
The one who would give her hope
Turn her gray clouds white again

But she thought wrong
Maybe she did love you
Or maybe it was just a fairytale
But the truth was you never loved her at all
Not even from the start
You weren't her knight and shining armor
You never planned to save her
The only thing you planned to do was give her hope
You had to draw her in
You had to fool her

She gave you the one thing that mattered most to her
And you shattered that to a million pieces
without a second thought
Killing everything inside of her

Now she's scared to find love again
Scared to let anyone close againS

cared of what will happen when they see the truth
What she tries to hide with every mask she wears

The shame that she carries
Reliving that moment over and over again
each time she always blames herself

Trying her hardest to hide the scars that cover her
praying you wont notice them
Or the shame that is written on each one

All she wants is to be herself again
to be pure and whole again
Withoout the constant fear of being judged
She just wants to live her life
One day just one
Were she is truly happy
Without constantly looking over her shoulders
Questions everyone around her
Or having a million walls that surround her
Making it impossible for anyone to get close

All she really wants is to be herself again
To be accepted
To love
And to be loved