all alone

I remember that day so well
My heart still breaks like it was yesterday
I have never cried so hard
as I did that day you walked away

I begged and begged for you to stay
But you said you just couldn't stay
that you just had to get away

You made up so many lies
And stories
And not a single reason for you to stay
You said you never loved me in the first place

You said you were a Man
But you ran like a boy
Over time i have come to realize the truth

You didn't run because of the reasons i thought you did
you ran because the more i knew you
the more i showed you
things you didn't even know about yourself
and that scared you

you were scared if i dug to deep
i would find you
the real you
the one you try so hard to hide
and that scared you

so it wasn't me you were running from
it was yourself

When you left you told me
you regretted nothing
but that was a lie too

because one day down the road
maybe not today
maybe not tomorrow
maybe not until 5 years from now

you will regret that day you walked away
because in truth you can't run from yourself
one day you will have to face the one thing
you've always been scared of
you

and when that day comes
the only difference between now and then
is that you let a girl go
that was willingly to face it with you

expect now
its too late
she's already let you go
just like you let her go

and now you have to face this
all alone