Its over, its done

Why do i always believe you
trust you
and your stupid endless lies
only have my heart broken once again
that's all you ever do to me
its totally pointless
your so fake
even to yourself
you tell me lies. give me hope.

give me a ray of sun
only to take it away once again
and turn the clouds to gray
i'm not as stupid as you play me off to be
every time i'm around you
i feel so dead inside
so completely numb to the world
i'm tired of the choke hold you have over me
its so much easier to cut you off completely
to pretend your don't even exist
people will judge me
point fingers at me
say things about me
make me off to be the bad guy
but i'm to the point
i could careless
i'm so tired of the feeling i feel inside
whenever your around me
its over
and i am done